You must be this open-minded to read this Journal.
This is a Journal of an adult gay male, and as such includes images and discussions of a frank (adult) nature. You may even see a penis or two.
If you are under 18, you should read this and other adult-gay-male journals to learn about people and their lives that are different from yours, and ask your parents, teachers, and religious leaders why they're so afraid that you do so.